Friday, September 11, 2009
Just coping today
My pain level is sky high. Not the worst it's ever been, but getting up there. I just gave in and took a T3 (codeine) I am wondering if my pain is really worse these days, or is the Ultram no longer giving me the relief it did. I am tending to think the first is true because I am aware that my stress level was extraordinarily high for an extended period of time this year, with little release or relief available. I do what I can with what I have, particularly a lot of meditation, but also probably too much eating for comfort and distraction/entertaining myself. I need a fun vacation. But that's not going to happen. Other ideas need to come to me. I guess I'll go meditate on that.